two
ok i said. you're giving me a lecture on duality. your duality. you're insisting that you get the two feeling. you drag some shadow along. locked to the boot on your right foot. i'm thinking poetry. too poetry. i'm thinking. but for you, old friend, it's explanation. the street's not the place. but we've little time. so i listen. to your stereo. pitchshifter you are. i blur my ears. i have you on mp3. telling me about the twoing. the twoness. the dual.it.y. so, ok. say yourself across to me. i'm willing to understand. i need it pointing out. twice me. say in your echo. say in your stereo. in this street. and now.
posted by murmurists at 3:22 am
9 Comments:
I and I agree ... reads like cut-ups.
schizophrenia
...not as such, CJ; that is, not intentionally, didactically. But mention of duality in and of itself references that, of course.
This makes me feel really sad. It reminds me of my own fragility. And how, if the two comes out, I shall never be able to speak again.
I have suffered from a similar illness all my life and some days I feel broken. I feel really ill with it now. Right now. So close to the edge. Ideatory in fact. I must try and stop the urge for it.
Some days I feel like I shall try to take my own life. It is so powerful.
anon. - what can one say, but I hope you have love in your life, good friends and family who love you. What you describe is, I think and in my experience, more common than is generally recognised. What do I know, of course... But, for what it is worth, and as I said in another comment, such feelings and the condition they consistute, seem to be part and parcel of the alienation which comes as a byproduct of so-called Western living.
Obviously, take care please and I feel for you....
Sometimes it is hard to go on.
ah, i see. sorry. alienation.looking through the window to view the world. yes, i understand now.
as for anonymous, take note friend, you are NOT alone.
hear, hear. and hear
for there are three of us
me, myself, i
a wandarin star x
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