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Proud so don't even ask. I own my time now, ever so much. It's woeful but worth it. I earned my self respect as well, but surprised myself in thinking she knew me better. Now I am alone again, after 18 years pretending. Mostly I smile, but hard lesson to learn. My sister is same. So is family thing we think. Friends were all fair weather. It's in my nature to notice that and be hurt by it, even though I predicted it over and over. She knows I'm in pieces. But we've moved on. I have no other choice. I do not share any more information. Domus