Thursday, April 30, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
Maybe we haven't made ourselves clear about what we are seeking here. First of all, we are not looking to become part of some extended relationship which prioritises means over ends. That seems to be the way on this site. But it isn't ours. So, we're in the minority - as always! Any life, we feel, is worth valuing. We have that desire a priori. Managing anything else - even as a passing idea, and even out of some supposed political necessity - is tantamount to functioning imperfectly well, albeit, we know, in the real world, yes; but without judgement, without the support and encouragement of utter connection itself. It's about principles, we believe. Our thinking on this - as it directly relates to the mores and foibles of this particular site - might be at an early stage, but we believe in finality, just as we appreciate that all things are in dialogue. As such, it is only a matter of dedication, and some minor research, before we discover for ourselves how to stay in touch.
Best wishes & good luck.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
I'll re-write this profile when I can. I know it doesn't say enough to prompt any exchanges. But, for now, I'd like to respond to a kind message I received this morning from a site moderator. I’m feeling empowered by the facts as I see them, you're right. I'm glad it shows. Really, I suppose I'm attempting to surrender my dependency to them, as a moment of effective indecision. You second-guessed me. More exactly, I see it like this, though: before I became a life I had died. The remainder, as far as I am concerned, is neither necessary to my confidence nor license for any convenient generalities by which I can become still more confident. I gained my freedom in the same place as I gained my connection to this continuum. In my time, there's been a lot of blood, and I'm probably damaged. I don't think my body can handle more... until yesterday that is. I'm not trying to confess here, anonymously, like a tease or a coward. I do intend telling the police. Just not yet. I need to enjoy a bit of collecting first. It's all the same, anyway.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
I've always worked. For almost 10 years, I trained the populous to accept new systems of thought. By mixing professional rhetoric with obscure governmental procedures, I was able to appropriate progress itself as an unassailable formal starting point. Even so, I seldom saw the changes I personally desired. In the end, it came to me, that the only way to continue was to do so unilaterally. So, here I am, with my own institutions. Now, I enter those same colleges and schools this time looking for finality; all the while talking my charges into academic circles. The physiological principles I use are touted as a "fantastic voyage", incomparable", "global". Nothing I do is strictly legal, however. But authority views training mechanically and I am well-connected. Scientists fear me and I am hidden by routines.
Last year I made more than my father did in his lifetime.
I log on here as devildeepbluesea.
I'm going back a few months; so please bear with me ... I had a meltdown about the purpose of the action of touching. It became totally out-of-the-question, off-the-menu. If it still doesn’t matter, that's because I only recently stopped crying my eyes out. That was while I was doing more general things, but it's all connected in my mind. I'm not trying to complain. She is very good about my ideas. So thanks. Mostly, we stay away from the area. It's nonetheless true to say though that I'm some non-functioning cunt and could be removed for that reason. At the outset, I felt like I was no longer inside myself thinking these things to myself. That's because I had to say I can’t have sex. What's good is that no-one heard me - until now. Why am I like this. I've tried to keep still; as I was told it would help. But ideas like that make me judder. In similar denials, I’ve never really understood definitions which allow me my purposes, yet again and in many ways punish me for having them. That's just something I didn’t do when I was in your position. I’ve never found any sort of pleasure in controlling inconvenience and saying it's a concept of some kind. The whole world springs to my mind without permission. It hurts. It hurts to say so too. By my reckoning, this happens several times-a-day. It never feels pure. That's not what I've been used for historically. (I'm not interested in having my typos and grammatical errors pointed out. But if you want to get in touch about something interesting please do.) Linda
Thursday, April 16, 2009
1.1 Knowledge has no intrinsic logicality of its own. It can only have logicality brought to it, because knowledge is a product of consciousness; as opposed to the reverse. One might say, then, that consciousness results in giving presence to a thing called knowledge.
1.2 Consciousness is comprised of followers of conclusion. These are 'The Insightful'. They mimic the determinations of the once-dominant epistemology of pure self-evidence. For them, no version of the truth is prized over any other. Their lives are lived differentially.
1.3 Their war against absolute certainty started from nothing (or perhaps a speck, if one must nominate anything at all). As such, there can be no denial, only endless varieties of denial. What certainties there are symbolize failures in their allegiance to *.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
A personal message to Ornette, 44, Mids, seeking similar: I confess, I complain every time something is as I don’t feel it should be. I'm not like you, I have no other reason to be here, but to troll the boards and chatrooms. That is the most active part of my everyday life. I don't think it will always be like that, but that's my role now. It’s a first attempt at trying to convince myself about my life with him. I don't want to change his mind and I don’t want him to change mine. So I'm just practicing by having these conversations, pure and simple. He said just recently that he wants me to stop questioning everything about him, and that I should instead question everything else. It’s a part of building trust and showing commitment, he said. This is all new to me. It’s going to be hard for me, a top priority. I want to change my behaviour, but I think I will fail. I always have before. I hate seeing his face when I say that. I usually look away. But it doesn't change what I'm saying and how he feels about it. I hear his annoyance anyway. Just the other day I asked him something as a convenience thing, just to get a response. He saw right through what I was doing, and we didn't talk for days. Eventually I surrendered, but only when he asked me to. I'm on here as b4uiwasnothing, but my real name is Paulina. Hi.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Thursday, April 09, 2009
See! Dialectics LOL
Thursday, April 02, 2009
Ms. Roberta Ellison
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
Hello. This is in response to 'Applications currently being accepted by female collectors' ... Let's agree on certain systems - as, before personally adhering to that simple expedient, I got 30 misplaced requests a day
female collectors' ... Let's agree on certain systems - as, before personally adhering to that simple expedient, I got 30 misplaced requests a day, not all soft core either, and not all requesting ill-treatment. Without that in-place, it'll just be cross-purpose, now won't it? In most of my day, what I get to say is beyond value; it's even developmental. Nothing can hurt me. Your chosen extremity, at least as you present it in your tract, isn't 'animal', nor is it 'objective'. Without those qualities and the physical traces they leave, you are mindful only of those events which visibly and directly shape the culture you identify yourself with. I see no reference to ontology; certainly you are adding little. I am unlike you in all significant respects. Where you are devout, I am filled with pithy, inconsistent desire, in being preoccupied with humanity only as it shows itself in virtue. In short, I am consciously terrestrial; meaning that I've had my responsibilities removed forever, and I cling to and celebrate that alien concept as a politics. I thoroughly recommend such modifications, and I work to socialise my ideas tirelessly. Why, I always wonder, do those of your ilk endlessly limit your own capacities for such practical cruelty? Can't you see the predicament you are in? You're so enamoured with those remnants of sanity.
Hello! I'm from ASK!, so you could visit us soon. I'm looking for aupair, for when we go out. You have to be regular weekend or longer, some family holidays, France. Every summer, food and so on. In return you'll watch us sleeping. Important. If you are fluent in French, plus or English. Great. We're interested. You can send a message introducing yourself. A short introduction. Please have several years of experience.